Wednesday, February 2nd, 2000 9:30pm - my studio
I've been seeing things in my head - or actually outside of my head... they are like apparitions... visions of things that appear to have followed me out of the last successful sensory deprivation experiment in January. I dont know whether I am hallucinating or not. They appear as fragments and flashes - quick imprints of faces or lack there of... I cant really explain it. But it worries me a bit... So far, nothing has actually physically been there, so I must decide that I am indeed hallucinating.
Isabelle is coming over later. We've been spending a lot of time together as of late. I think she likes me. I hope she likes me. I like her a lot. Strange however, I still really dont know very much about her. She seems somewhat reluctant to talk about certain things about herself, but then loves to talk about her father or where she grew up as a child. I mean, I guess those are all important things. I mean, I guess I havent really talked to her too much about my family or where I grew up. Come to think of it, shes never asked. So I guess I've been reluctant to talk about where I came from and she's been reluctant to talk about who she is now.
We saw Cider House Rules last Sunday. Neither one of us liked it much.